18 April 2009


I let everything under the sun get in the way of my workouts. Everything. Nala passing away. My paper. Everything!!! And I'm sick and tired of it. Excuses are like as*holes, every one's got one. I don't like excuses yet I've got a pile of them. Enough. I'm done.

What set this off is that my weight is up today and there is no freaking reason why it should be. None. Yes, I know all that salt, water, blah, blah, blah...... But there's nothing. I can usually pinpoint what caused it but today there's nothing. Nothing!!!!! NOTHING!!! I'm tired of this. The truth of the matter is I'm not putting as much into it as I should. I have to, HAVE TO, be extremely honest with myself and stop this bullsh*t. UUUUUUUGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

That's it, I'm done.....

1 comment:

Mara said...

Ooh I agree! I hate excuses BECAUSE i have a lot of them. I was set to jog in the morning, my alarm was set right but I dozed off for an hour! Not 5 minutes like I intended to. Grrr! So I ended up just walking from our house to my brother's office which is a little far from home just so I could get burn all the carbs an sugars I consumed last night.

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