The time has come to make some. I have started the process but it's not easy. Some of the decisions are extremely difficult. I wish they were as easy as picking out some new radii shoes, but they are not. The good news is that by starting to make these decisions I am starting to relax and not stress so much. That is really, really good. I am losing the knot in my stomach and my neck. My shoulders are actually starting to relax downwards. It feels like they have been hunched up around my ears for months. A couple of weeks ago one of the teachers at school remarked about how I had such good posture. In reality I was holding myself so stiff and straight and tight - really, really tight. So things are changing, I'm starting to feel better and hopefully I will be able to get back on track soon. Very, very soon.