07 February 2007

Is it Wednesday already?????

A lot has happened this week. Unfortunately none of it has been working out. My lower back is really sore. It feels like I've worked it too much (I haven't) and is just sore. Also, my plantar is acting up really bad. I've decided to rest. I'm doing easy things, walking, stretching, etc. No running or swimming or weight training. I also have this weird burning sensation in my outer right hip. It feels like it's at the attachment point of the IT band and since I've had trouble with that IT band before, I'm guessing that's the problem. I could go to the doc but that would take the fun out of self diagnosis :) For my first marathon I had to take 800mg ibuprofen repeatedly just to get through the marathon (luckily years of drinking have destroyed my liver so I'm not worried;).

On the neighbor front ( hereafter referred to as the murdering scum bastard (MSB)), I've spoken to the police and attorney general's office about him. The police are up to something and of course, being police, they won't tell me what's going on. All they say are they are investigating him. On the other hand, the guy at the attorney general's office (Jon) was a wealth of information. First off, Jon was a cop that worked on MSB's murder case so Jon hates the bastard. Second, he is putting the report together to submit to the judge to begin seizing the property. Jon asked me to provide some information to him, which I gladly agreed to, to make this report very , very strong. When I told Jon that MSB was back at the house, he said he would get an order barring him from the property - sweet!!! Jon also told me that the neighbors have been reporting him for 4 years now. Jon said not to worry about him, MSB knows who turned him in and it all started long before I came along. That made me feel much better. Turns out the house belongs to MSB's brother in law and Jon said he was a really nice guy but wouldn't stand up to MSB. Because of his lack of a backbone he's going to lose his house. It is kind of said but if you allow this stuff to happen in your home under your nose you deserve what you get. Okay, enough about that.

There's a lot of stuff going on right now that I don't want to get into here. Suffice it to say I'm in a bit of turmoil. Things are changing and I'm not sure what direction they are going to take. I really feel like I'm at a crossroads and need to decide which way to go. Unfortunately no where on the map does it say, "here be dragons," that would sure help me decide which road to take.

Also, I've been doing a lot of worrying lately. About everything. About nothing. I haven't been sleeping well. I toss and turn till 1 or 2 a.m. then fall into a deep sleep so I can't wake up when the alarm goes off. I need to get things settled down. I hate change and unrest and that's where I'm at right now. UGH!!!!

Okay, that's it. I don't want to come off as whining (I am). I should probably do some work.


Vickie said...

All this stress is probably making your back, hip, and whatever else hurt. Believe me, been there, done that! Try to relax, if nothing else, and try to weather the storm. Just hang in there!

Deb said...

You crack me up sister! Hope all the ailments mend quickly and you're feeling better soon! ;)

TriShannon said...

Wow, I missed a lot. Take it easy and try to relax!

IronWaddler said...

I think you sound like you are doing great considering everything that is going on! Take care.

Dr. Iron TriFeist :) said...

You certainly have a lot on your plate. Good news about MSB. Now get some workouts in to relieve all this stress. It will help, even just a 20 minute walk.

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