20 November 2008

Things I've learned

Basically that things don't always go the way I want them to. In a perfect world everything would get done on time. Everyone would behave exactly as they were supposed to (read as I wanted them to). Unfortunately, I don't live there. The world I live in is crowded with people who don't do what they say they are going to do. Animals that require inordinate amounts of attention. Assignments that just don't seem to get done no matter how good my intentions are. Workouts that are dutifully scheduled but then never executed. And a propensity for watching way too much tv. {{SIGH}}

I didn't workout again this morning again, I was really tired. Also, towards the end of the week it all starts to wear me down. But that's okay. I'm going to get up and go for a run tomorrow morning and it will all be good. On a positive note my eating has been great. This keeping just the calories is a winner. I'm not obsessing over every little bite, I just log it. I'm not worried so much about what I'm eating but how much, and that's good for me.

So this is a journey down a road that I seem to keep traveling. But I guess until I get it right I'll just keep trudging along.

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