Major adulting going on here

Yes, I know, a mid-week post. Weird!!! But sometimes you just have to write.

I've never been good with credit cards. I know this and accept it and it's okay because I've built a life that doesn't need credit cards. I have them. I just don't use them much. I've been talking to some friends and they have a cashback card that they use to pay their bills. Hmmm... They pay their bills with the credit card then pay off the card once a month. Hmmm... And they get mucho cash back. Hmmmm...... So we've been talking about it and throwing it around. We pay our bills on time every single month, never fail. What if we got a cashback card and used it just for that? What if we paid the bills every month with that card and starting racking up the cashback? Hmmm.... Could we do this? Are we adult enough?? I think so. We just got a cashback card, the best one we could find, and will start doing just this next month. I'm scared. Weird, I know. But this is just about the most adult thing I've ever done. I have to not use the card for anything but bills. I have to not spend the money in the bank so we can pay off the card. So many responsibilities. So many adult things to do. I'm not sure I'm up for it. That's a lie. I know I can do it. I'm not sure I want to - that is very different. Okay, just needed to get that out there and off my mind.