09 February 2009

Where the heck is that horse???

I really need to get back on it. I think I'm at least in the right stable today :)

Seriously, after last week I need to get back on the horse/wagon/whatever. My menu yesterday was:
Coffee and danish
Crab salad on french bread
1 short rib
macaroni salad
7 layer bean dip
2 pieces fried chicken
1 Valentine's cookie
Grilled Salmon Salad

Do you see anything missing from that list? Like maybe some fruits and vegetables? Maybe some whole, natural foods? How about a little protein? If I ate like this on a regular basis I don't know if there's a weight loss diet pill out there that could help me.

Why do I have to keep relearning the same lessons over and over and over and...... At least yesterday I recovered for dinner and had a good dinner. Then I celebrated with cheesecake. Now that I think about it, I didn't have to relearn anything yesterday. I knew exactly what I was doing and what would happen because of it. Did that stop me?? No!!! Sometimes I really need a good swift kick in the butt. So here it is.

On the good side. I got up at 4:30 this morning and got my morning workout in. I ate a good breakfast, had a snack ready for work and headed out. At work I drank a bottle of water and ate my snack on time. After work I came straight home, did my strength workout and am now sitting here eating a salad and some hummus and flat bread. Yea to me for pulling it back together. Now if I could just find that darn horse......

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