03 April 2009

Seriously, there has been a major shift

in me. In my thinking. In my feeling. In the way I view things. It's very cool. I didn't workout yesterday because of that weird headache hangover I had. I did however go out taking pictures and walking around. That was fun. This morning I planned on working out and I realized just a little while ago, I'm just not feeling it. When I tried to examine why it came to me. I've been home for 2 weeks during this spring break. I do not take this much time off. I get bored. When I get bored I do nothing. When I do nothing I stop working out. That is exactly what is happening. I know myself well enough to know that I can not be a stay at home person as much as I would like to think I can be. I need structure and routine in order to get anything accomplished. I think that I'm basically a very lazy person and with no pressure or deadlines or anything like that the laziness wins. It's not good but at least I understand it and can work with it. Before when this feeling hit I would throw everything out and spend an inordinate amount of time berating myself for being lazy. Now that I understand it I not only did not berate myself, but have accepted it and moved on. I'm working on school work and my eating is just fine so I'm not looking into slimming pills review, at least not yet. So I would rather have worked out but it's not the end of the world if I don't. Tomorrow is another day, in fact this afternoon is still an option. Also, things start back up on Monday and I'm looking forward to that. But now, I'm off to write a lesson plan.

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