30 March 2013

Facing a demon

Before I got sick in February, I had reached a point in Crossfit where everything was a PR. I was constantly breaking my own records and lifting more, doing more, going further. It was awesome. Since I got sick I haven't been able to really get back to that place. I know it takes time, but that's where I want to be. Last night made me feel like I'm back there again. I'm hoping so. Today is 13.4 and I need to get the toes to bar. I have to. Not doing them is completely unacceptable. Every time I woke up last night I thought about them. I did them in my head a 100 times. It has to happen today. It has to. I want this bad.......

So I'm off to have a good breakfast and drink lots of water before 9 am. This has to happen today. It will happen today.

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