Slipped into worrying mode
I do this every once in a while. I completely slip into worrying mode and I have done that now. I am unemployed. Unemployment insurance is taking forever to kick in(I am calling them today). I have spent a large chunk of money that I should get reimbursed for and have not seen that yet (email has already been sent asking when). Yeah, worry, worry, worry. I know things will be okay, but I'm starting to freak out. I just need to get proactive. I've been trying to find a part time job that will give me a little extra money, but no luck so far and I don't know why. My desk is an absolute mess and that does not help my mental state at all. School has started again and the pressure is building. We have what they call a major assessment and I have to come up with some kind of change and I don't have any idea what I will do and AAAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! So yeah, I've kind of slipped mental gears and am totally freaking out. This happens when I don't work. I have too much time on my hands and my mind goes off the rails. So I'm going to get this under control today. I'm going to clean my desk, maybe now, start working on my school assignments. Spend some time planning for next year, in other words, keep my mind busy. But first, Crossfit. That always relieves stress of all kinds.