Only 5 more days of 2020 left, thank god!!! What a dumpster fire of a year this has been. But, in spite of all the nonsense that went on, I have actually had a pretty darn good year.
First, I was lucky enough to have a job where I could work from home for most of the year. I kept getting paid and that really was a blessing.
Second, this time at home really allowed me time to focus on the inner me. I have had time to kind of think things through, work on my thoughts, and understand how I want to be. It is kind of complicated, and I'll leave that for another post, but I have made my self smaller and less important. And that has made my life so much better.
Finally, I learned that things can turn to sh*t in a heartbeat, which means they can become awesome in a heartbeat too. And most of deciding whether it is sh*t or awesome is in my head and I control.
Seriously, I find myself generally pretty happy 99.9% of the time. I'm loving life. Living to the best of my ability and trying to make the best of it. I think I'm doing pretty well and want to continue living this way. That means focusing on my thoughts and not letting things get to me. Making my self as small as possible and just enjoying every moment. We don't know how many moments we get in this life, so you better make the most of all of them.
Okay, not where I thought I was going with this post, but that's okay. I'm off to enjoy my life.