14 May 2022

Poof, now it's Saturday

 The days are going so fast I can't keep up. This always happens at the end of the year. Things just start accelerating. Next week is the seniors last week and the following week is everyone's last week. It's so exciting and definitely needed. The past few years have been pretty darn crazy and the thought of having a nice relaxing summer and then a relatively normal year is more exciting than you can possibly imagine. We used to say at the lab that we were looking for boring. That's what I'm looking for this summer, boring. 

I've been sick with a head cold for 6 1/2 days. I'm pretty much over it. I did start feeling a lot better yesterday after my nap. I also have stopped blowing my nose 14 times a second. So I guess I'm getting better and making progress. It just sucks. I want to feel amazing again like I did before this happened. I also want to get back to working out and being active like I planned. But it's hard to do that when it's hard to breathe. Okay, whining done. 

Last night was prom and I did dress code with my teacher friend. It was fun. It's fun seeing all the kids dressed up like adults. They really do grow up so quickly. 

Had a bit of a serious talk with Charlie yesterday about my wanting to be more active, do more things, and not just sit around the house and get old. He understood but I was hoping to inspire him into doing something, anything, but it didn't seem to work. Oh well, I tried. He's a big boy and I can't force him to do anything he doesn't want to. I just hate that I'm sitting here watching him basically kill himself. Oh well. I guess if I really don't like it I can always leave, right? 

Well, that's about all I have to say at the moment. I'm feeling a little stuffy - ugh! - but no dripping congestion so that's good. Time for another cup of coffee. 

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