It's been a minute

 and oh lord, it's been a week. I only have 10 minutes but I need to get something off my chest. 

I don't know how to do what I want to do. I don't completely understand how to do social media stuff. I don't know how to go about doing it. I just don't. 

I have memberships in a number of groups that are supposed to help me with this stuff, and I'm still floundering. What am I doing wrong? How do I turn this damn ship around? How do I get rolling without it consuming all my time. 

I want to work out, but think I should go home and work on my social media stuff. But then I go home and sit on the couch and play games. UGH!! 

Time to get off this freaking treadmill.