14 April 2005

Tomorrow is my birthday!!!!

I turn 46. I really can't believe I'm that old. I don't really feel any different than I did when I was 16 but in some ways I feel completly and totally different; like I'm not even the same person. I don't really like birthdays. I never really understood why exactly we celebrate them. Are we happy we survived another year?? Are we celebrating the fact that we didn't kill ourselves or anyone else in the last year? I really don't get it. It's not like I did anything. I understand, and like, New Year's because it's a new beginning. A birthday is just another day in the life. I'm gonna get up and go to work tomorrow just like regular. Not much will change, I'll just be older. UGH!!!!!!

I have decided to make tomorrow a new start. I have come far from last year at this time but I'm not where I want to be yet. So I have decided to make this year my year. Starting tomorrow I am into a total training program. I will eat "clean" and exercise everyday (on rest days I'll just walk or something). Strength training 3x a week and stretching/functional execises every single night. I want to have a firm, sculpted body, with a low percentage of body fat. Working hard is the only way I'm going to get that. So tomorrow I turn 46 and start my lifetime program of health.

Happy birthday to me :)

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