This never works and I don't know why I do it.....

Whenever I decide to quit, to give up watching what I eat and just go with the flow, it never, ever, ever works out. Last Saturday I was in pain, a whole lot of pain, and decided that I was done. I was done beating my body and myself up and to just live my life. So this week I've been trying to just live. Well guess what? My pants are already getting tighter, I think I've been falling into bed in a diabetic coma, and I feel all squishy!! I am so incredibly done with this. Also, guess what I've done?? I have registered for 2 races in 2011. 2!!!! I haven't been running and I haven't been working out at all this week. So now I have an 8.25 mile race in February, a half marathon in April, and a marathon in May. WTF??? Who the hell do I think I am? A freaking runner?? I am nuts!!!!

So, what does this all mean? I had better get my butt in gear. Starting early tomorrow morning it's running. Running to my strength training class. Then running home. Sunday it's either walking the dogs or running again. I need to get a training plan in place and I need to stick to it. Ugh!! I also need to find some cheap auto insurance since I let ours lapse because I wasn't paying attention..... What is wrong with me? Seriously!!! 3 races and not not working out?!?!?! Brilliant!!!!

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