Coming to terms
I firmly believe that things always work out the way they are supposed to. It may not be the way we want it to, but it's the way it is supposed to be. Now that does not mean I won't fight for things. It means I try not to be an idiot and fight for something that is not going to work out. I generally use the brick wall model. If there is a brick wall in my way, and I find a way around that wall, but the wall moves....I generally take this as meaning it is not supposed to happen. So I am working very hard on viewing this knee/should issue as happening for a reason. There is something that I will get out of this that I just can not see right now. I'm trying to take a Zen approach to it. It is not easy, but I'm trying,
I developed a head cold on Friday and it pretty well kicked my butt over the weekend. But, in typical fashion, I decided last night I was over it and I woke this morning feeling pretty darn good. Still a little stuffy, but I will survive. We are heading out to Costco this morning to get crab for New Year's dinner. Hubby took the day off from work and we will run around together. Fun....
I passed up on Parkour tonight. I decided that with my knee and all the landing on your feet they do, it was not a good combination. I do want to try Parkour, but it will have to wait for another time. I will however, do Crossfit tonight. That is a definite. I'm kind of sad about not running. I really want to run, but that is out of the question with this knee. But it still makes me sad :(
Okay, enough nonsense. I need to plan my day because I am spending far, far too much time doing nothing.