Before my calf injury, I was going to the gym 4 times a week and doing Supernatural most days. Since I realized that everything I was doing was wrong for my calf, I've been doing nothing. That is since Tuesday. It may not sound like that long, only 6 days, but lord it feels like forever. I'm beginning to feel soft and squishy again. I feel like I'm gaining weight only because I'm not doing anything. So I think I'm going to go to the gym tomorrow morning and do upper body. At least I'll get a workout in. I would really like to get up super early and take a nice long walk too. Walking doesn't seem to bother it, though I wonder if a long walk would? I'm just tired of sitting around. Then I think, well it's almost gone, maybe if I sit around for a few more days it will go away completely and I can just resume my normal life.
This whole knee/calf thing has really highlighted that I do not want to be like this. I do not want to be unable to do the things I want to do. I do not want to have to stand up and make sure everything works before taking a step. I do not want to be like this. So I think I will give it a couple of more days and they jump back into my life and live the way I want to live. This sucks so much.