07 November 2008

Moving on

I’m pissed.  Really, really pissed.  I can’t seem to get my act together.  I have not been able to stick to my prescribed eating plan and I’m pissed about it.  School has been stressing me out.  Yesterday I had to teach my first class and I had been stressing over getting the lesson plan ready.  After I delivered the lesson yesterday I was exhausted.  Completely and totally exhausted.  I could hardly keep my eyes open the rest of the day.  The good news is that my teacher loved the job I did.  She said I was a natural teacher.  That made me feel good.  But back to my whining…. So with staying up late to get work done and stressing over my lesson, my eating has been horrible.  Just horrible.  It’s not that I’m eating bad stuff, it’s that I’m eating too much and not paying attention.  I hate it.  I know I should stop but I seem to be out of control.  And it pisses me off!!!  I’m pissed!!!!!


So it’s time to get myself back in control.  Enough of this bull!!! Time for seriousness with the eating.  Tomorrow it begins.  I know that I can’t be perfect everyday.  I know that some days are just harder than others.  And like I did with the exercise, I'm not going to shoot for perfection only for 80% compliance.  If I can stick to my plan 80% of the time I’ll be doing great.  That begins tomorrow. 


I’ve also found that I do not seem to be able to get my calories burned up to 2400 in a day.  I’m not exactly sure why but I haven’t been able to do it.  I have decided to make that my goal over but weekend.  I am going to workout and clean house and run errands and try to burn 2400 cals a day.  We shall see what happens.  Wish me luck.

No comments:

The end is near

 of summer vacation that is. Teachers are due back next Monday, which means this is my last week of freedom. It's been a good summer. I&...