The Eve of the Eve

Here we are..... face to face with the holidays. This is a strange year. I don't get into the holidays much since the kids grew up but this year so much is happening. As of next Wednesday I'll technically be unemployed. I'm so looking forward to it. Weird, I know. I have decided where I want my life to go and this is forcing me to do it and not just dream about it. I'm excited. I'm also looking forward to moving to the mainland. I see snow and get all excited about next year. Next year is going to be a year of changes. It's exciting and scary and I can't wait.

Along those lines..... It's just about a week since my revelation. In that time I haven't done much since I was trying to get my head on straight. I need to get back on track. I have 4 days off this week and after Wednesday I'm free and clear. So it's time to get real again. I've outlined things I'm not willing to do but I need to get back to what I am willing to do. Since I'm only working until noon tomorrow I'm going to get up in the morning and workout. It's a start. I need to work out a program. I want to start seriously running again and weights are definitely necessary. Of course, since I'm unemployed maybe I can fit in 2 workouts a day for a while. How fun. So tomorrow we get things rolling.