So over night, yesterday's anger and anguish morphed into some steely resolve. Got up this morning and planned on getting things done. I did completely forget to workout and I feel bad about that, but I was so focused on getting things done I just completely overlooked the workout. Oh well, this is a learning process. So I got up, had some coffee, checked Facebook, showered and started cleaning. Got the laundry going, cleaned the bathroom, because it's been bugging me for days, vacuumed the whole house, dusted, went to the store, and by noon I was done. I then spent the afternoon working on school work and swimming in the pool. It was awesome. I did not feel guilty, I did not keep thinking I should be doing something else, it was awesome. I just got up, got moving, and did it. I even had time to take a little nap, little being the operative word here. I got things done that I wanted to get done, I did not spend all day sitting in front of the computer, and I feel good about it.
I did spend the evening, after dinner, getting my food ready for tomorrow. I am going to try doing that at night to free up some time in the morning. The plan is to get up and workout in the morning. I should be able to do a 20 minute workout with no problem.
Right now, I am so tired, I think I need to go to bed.