22 December 2018

Break is finally here

The last few weeks have been crazy busy. Even the weekends were packed with things to do. But now break is here and I get a couple of weeks to relax. Yay!!!!  The last few weeks have been interesting. I'm focusing on organization in my classroom and I've been working really hard on that. Unfortunately, I haven't been focusing on anything in my personal life. Just getting through the last few weeks of school has taken almost everything. Ugh!!!

Sticking to AltShift has proved to be somewhat difficult. A lot of which has to do with the way I feel. I feel good. When I feel good I don't feel it necessary to stick to any particular structure. Which is ridiculous since it is that structure that got me to feel good. I did, however, realize something the other day. In the last 2 years, I have gone the longest I've almost ever gone without working out.  I stopped everything when I started AltShift because he said walking was all I needed at first. This was true. But I'm feeling like I need more now. In January Laveen Crossfit is starting up a LaveenFit thingee that is not like Crossfit but more like a workout class. I'm going to give it a try for the month of January and see how I like it. It will be from 6 -7 on Tuesday and Thursday nights, so it's worth a shot. I don't want to do Crossfit again, I get way too competitive with myself and I don't like that at all. But I would like a workout class, something regular that I can do. It just dawned on me that I could workout at home. Yeah, that's probably not going to happen with these dogs.

But I find myself with a dilemma that I've had before and still don't know how to overcome. I can't seem to focus on more than one thing at a time. So for the last few weeks, I've been focused on school and so my financial and personal life has been left to fend for themselves. I don't know how to focus on more than one thing at a time. Maybe if I devote times to certain things. If I can spend the time this break to get school set up for next semester, maybe then I can keep school at school and use my home time to focus on things at home. Anyway, I have to figure this out because I cannot let parts of my life just flounder. One thing I have learned over the years is that if you don't pay attention it will fall apart. Whatever 'it' is.

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